"All the agony that threatened to destroy my life now seems like the fertile ground for greater trust, stronger hope, and deeper love."
OK Glen, it may be a job opportunity. Just think of professional cycling as a micro enterprise and organize the next american pro team. I think you might get Floyd at a discount to start with and then add Levi and fast Freddy. If anyone can do it you could. No pressure here though.
If you need to talk to someone professionally to work through your pain, I can recommend my brother-in-law.